AGH!!!

I am suffering from a major music withdrawl.

Symptoms:

Sick feeling in the pit of stomach

Feel Clammy

Hot Flashes

Feeling Stressed

Nausea

Mood Swings

I NEED TO FIND MY IPOD!!!

I cannot live without it.

and i need to find it before i throw up or start crying.

I think i may be to emotionally attached to this thing. :)

HELP ME!

SURVEY!

yay yay! found a fun survey im gonna do! :)

1. where is your cell phone?

well...it was in my pocket...but now its not.

oh! i found it, its on the floor. :)

2. your hair?

is in that ugly stage between short and kinda long. why am i growing it out again?

3. your mother:

oh rita,

4. your father:

well...nothing much really to say about him.

5. your favorite food?

i love lots of foods.

pasta

salad

pasta salad

pizza

potatoes

chinese

mexican

fruits

most veggies

...pretty much i'll eat anything. :)

6. your dream last night?

I had a super random dream where this guy i liked last year i liked again and he liked me back and we were like in love. super awkward...

7. your favorite drink?

DIET DR PEPPER!

im in love with that stuff

8. your dream/goal?

probably to have a family

9. the room you are in:

THE OFFICE

10. what is your hobby?

doing nothing and totally kicking butt at it.

11. what is your fear?

i hate ghosts

and big spiders

and being alone

and ice bergs.

12. where were you last night?

in my bed..

13. something you are not?

a show off (whats there to show?) ;)

14. muffins:

no, CUPCAKES!!! :)

15. wish list items:

this amazing car

and these shoes. :)

16. where did you grow up?

rigby idaho. :) i heart that place

17. last thing you did:

played the piano. :D

18. what you are wearing:

blue volcom graphic tee

jeans

red vans

and my junk

19. your tv:

is dumb and only has like 10 channels

20. your pets:

*achoo* get it?

21. your friends:

are the best thing in the world.

22. your life:

flawless

23. your mood:

up and down up and down...like this pic!

24. missing someone?

yes! my sweetheart katelin. wish you well!

oh, and i havent seen my best bud for a while. so him i guess too. :)

25. vehicle:

JEEP>

but i could ride this too i guess

26. something you're not wearing:

these vans

and i wish i was, so much.

but the red ones work. :)

27. your favorite store:

probably target, or walmart.

oh i love forever 21, and nordstroms rack.

28. your favorite color:

every color in this pic, exept the wood. :)

29. the last time you laughed:

when i was talking to kinzie... i think. idk, i laugh to much. :D

30. the last time you cried:

...a while ago. like four weeks prolly.

31. your best friend:

i have a bunch and i love them all and for different reasons. :)

32. one place you go over and over:

the bathroom. :)

33. guilty pleasure:

pop, chocolate, sleep, friends.

34. favorite place to eat:

costco, or subway, or jack in the box, or maverick, or home..

35. where do you want to be in 6 years?

college with a family. :)

woah, that was long. :) post your own!

lots of crap thats not really important at all

okay, so last night me and kinzie thought it would be a great idea to just not go to sleep becuz we're getting up at one thirty for thanksgiving sales anyways...we lasted til midnighted. so we wake up and 1:30 and are like ready to get up, and then all of the sudden we look at the clock and its 3:50!!! So we were sad that we didnt get to go and then we heard someone downstairs, and my mom hadnt left yet! so we ended up going! we got some pretty good deals. and it was super crazy but way fun! we were shopping for eight hours tho, but it went fast. :)

k, so i started reading this article and i havent finished it yet but its so good and interesting so far! check it out, click here. Its so fasinating.

well, nothing much to say. just need a nap.

oh gosh.

oh gosh, times a hundred million.

aw!! look at this cutie.

he's so presh!

okay, so not really much to talk about today, AH!!!

ROBERT PATTINSON!

I want to see his new movie "Remember Me". It looks so incredible.

Any takers?

....a bunch of mumbo-jumbo

new fave letters to crushes!

T,

I was so distracted thinking about you this morning that I accidentally brushed my teeth with face wash. It was worth it.

— K

boy,

i really hope you think about me as much as i think about you, because i don’t want to be a creeper. also, it would really make me smile.

— girl

you,

I only allow you to mess up my hair because I like you. I only allow you to steal my french fries because I like you. I only allow you to make fun of me because I like you.

I like you. Too, too much.

Let’s cut paper snowflakes and play Jenga all night forever.

— me

aw...these comments just make me sigh. :)

okay. bigger and better things.

TOMORROWS THANKSGIVING!! GET READY TO EAT YOUR HEART OUT!

this is a cute little indian girl!

okay, new song obsession

BODY LANGUAGE!!!

I love it so much!

and bounce,

it is number one. and its on my iPod touch thingy on the side, so just press the menu button and scroll down and you'll find it. Its as awesome as shiz.

well...not really very talkative today.

so i must flee.

:::HOTT MAN ALERT::::

(caution if you look at him for too long you start comparing him to people in the real world who arent nearly as hott and there after have a hard time finding any intrest in others.)

HEY!! he does the Edward crooked smile thing!! why the heck isnt he Edward?

Oh man. So much on my mind.

Okay, lets start this post off right.

CHANNING TATUM!!!

This man is my new obsession.

Why?

If you just asked that, you are a fool.

NEW MOON WAS AMAZING!!

AH!!! i loved it sooooo much! especially when he was like "maybe you should go to the hospital, I'll put you in the hospital!" BAHAHA!!! i died. :)

Okay, so my life is filled with stress, excitement, anger, chaos, smiles, friendship, anxiety, variety, laughter, and change. Its absoluetly flawless.

AH!!! I might get kicked out of student council!!

effing grades...

aw well, hopefully i get it up right? cuz that would suck if i got kicked out! ;)

CHRISTMAS IS COMING UP SO SOON!!! I can't wait to buy presents for my friends and family!!! :) I love the holidays...

Idaho was great, thanks for asking. :)

But really, I had a blast. AND IT SNOWED!!! a lot...

Here's a pic of snow incase you didnt know what it looked like.

Check out the left of my page. There is an ipod touch. You like?

me too...

letters to crushes

it is so cute! go to it! here are some of my faves

T,

There are so many moments I could write about. You have a tendency to be amazingly cute around me. One moment stands out though. We’re sitting in class as usual. You mention you’re getting your hair cut after school. You add that you get it cut every two weeks. I have no response, but you look up and your face turns red as you add, “I don’t know why I just told you that.” Something tells me that you like me, and I know that I like you.

— D

R,

I am beginning to see your name everywhere I go. On the train, in the car, at school, even on street signs. Do you think I’m crazy? I think it’s just a sign that we should be together.

— C

s,

when you call, i can’t
string
sentences…
my mouth…
no ability
…awkward

sorry

— a

N,

Craps lame, and so are you. But in a ridiculously cool way.

— anonymous

dear boy,

you are so wonderful and amazing. i wish you would stop chasing after someone who doesn’t appreciate all that you are! I AM STANDING HERE WAITING FOR YOU. OPEN YOUR EYES.

— you know who this is, think about it.

best friend,

you are so much better than all that. i wish you could see it because watching you hate on yourself makes me sad inside.

really sad.

move past it. preferably with me.

— best friend

letters from the crushed

Here are some more of my faves.

D,

i give up. okay? you win. i don’t want to compete. i never wanted to compete about who’s happier or who’s better off. i give up on trying to be nice and trying to be friends. i don’t want to be nice. it’s hard being nice. i don’t want to be friends if it’s going to be this hard. it’s hard watching you self-destruct. it makes me feel like the person i liked died somewhere in between. i don’t want to be a part of your life anymore. maybe then you would stop your crap and see what you’re doing to yourself.

you win.

— V

boii,

i used to have a countdown of when u would c me, and now i have a countdown of when ill move away and not c u with ur girlfriend

— ur best friend

Hi there,

This is probably not the place for this, because I’m writing this to tell you that I’m finally over you. So you don’t have to be afraid anymore and we can be best friends again. Right? I’m sorry I went batcrap crazy when you turned me down.

I also need your help with math again because without you I’m failing miserably.

Always,
Your crazy best friend

well...

Excitement, Joy, anxiety: All of which I am feeling.

First of all. I would like to inspire you.

Read this. Its amazing. I have it on the back of my door.

(a place not very many things are special enough to hang)

now that your inspired :) im going to post some pics from the last reunion to show how much fun it was and how jealous you should be that im going. :)

From left to right:

Audrey, Me, Tereasa, Miranda, Jordan, and Grandma

Left to Right: Mom, uh...two of audrey's kids :) , and natalie in the back.

Left to right: Audrey in the back, Cheyenne, Me (yum), Jordan behind me, Tereasa, Miranda's arm and Grandma.

haha. so yeah, be jealous. :)

Here are some fun christmas pictures.

awe...presents. :)

egh, look how creepy this thing looks!

SANTA!

I just love christmas so much!!

aw! look at his wittle scarf!

so yeah. and also

***::::4 DAYS TIL NEW MOON::::***

its a party in the usa...

Lots and lots of stuff. and then i little more. :)

Today was just about the best day ever!! I dont even know why! im just in a super good mood for some reason! bahaha! that is my favorite thing in the world. :)

Okay, so there are a couple super sick songs that i LOVE:

• Russian Roulette -Rihanna
• The Luckiest -Ben Fold
• Somehow -Drake Bell
• Sandstorm -Darude
• The Rockafeller Skank -Fatboy Slim

and these are all on my playlist at the bottom of the page so check it out. :)

ALSO!!!! i am painting the sickest thing in art. its a van sign, but its mosaic. I LOVE IT!!

And: here is a pic of me and by bestie!

haha. funny, im always happy and katelin is always super sexy. ;)

OH! something i am super siked for is: (can you guess it? [New Moon])

:~:~:~:~:EIGHT MORE DAYS UNTIL NEWMOON:~:~:~:~:

get it?

So yeah, and im also excited for tomorrow cuz i get to eat soup! and who doesnt love soup? um...a greedy hobo.

Can you picture that? i greedy hobo.

like theres a hobo sitting on the street and you offer him your subway sandwich and its your usual: turkey with peppers, lettuce, olive oil and vinager, salt and pepper, pickles and olives.

And you love this sandwich. But you feel bad for the poor guy and give it to him. The Greedy Hobo replies "ugh. i hate peppers, forget it." and walks away.

what a dumb man.

oh, lots of stuff

okay. so kind of a lot is on my mind.

and first i am going to do a favorites list. :)

PEOPLE

Yardlee: She is seriously like the best person ever! She's someone I can always have fun with and laugh with. I can also tell her anything and trust that it just stays between us. :) LOVE YOU GIRL!

Cutler: Okay, so there isn't much to say about him except that he's a huge cheese head. JK! He's like my best guy friend evs and he can always make me laugh and brighten my day. YOUR THE BEST C!

(this pic is so old!)

Katelin: This chick is such a sweetheart. She seriously can make you feel better about anything. We could talk for hours...if we had the time. :) I LOVE YA DARLIN!

Logan: oh, loggy. he is the little brother I never wanted...and he can show me up in just abot everything. (and he likes kinzie better than me. GR!! wait, why is he on here?)

Kinzie: um...she drives me places. :)

MOVIES

Hot Rod: This is the best show EVER! I could watch it a million times over and over and I would still dye laughing when Rod hits the motor home. :)

Adam: So basically, movies dont get much better than this. This movie made me laugh it made me cry and i wanted to see it over and over again. Very inspiring.

7 Pounds: Okay. So this is show was incredible. Starring Will Smith, it was amazing start to finish. I cried so hard! But it made me realize the important things in life.

BOOKS

The Midnighters Series: Okay, so these books are extraordinary! They are so well written and so desriptive! You feel like you are right there! The plot is also very invigorating. I could read those books again and again and again. :)

Twilight: Alright. I pretty much threw this in for all the twilight haters. :) But my favorite book out of the saga would have to be New Moon. :D

Well...my list for favorites could go on and on. I guess it kinda already has. :)

Christmas List

Dear Santa,

Well, I hope that I was a good girl this year because I have quite the list. You can make some of these family gifts if you want to. Also, if I don't get everything that is on my list I won't be disappointed. Cause come one, there's a lot of stuff on there. :)

DJ Hero (Family)

Video Camera (Family)

Calligraphy Brush

Digital Camera (black or turquoise)

iTunes Gift Card

B&N Gift Card

Embroidery Thread

Scuff Slippers

Moccasins

Sperry's

Well Santa, this concludes my Christmas List. I look forward to recieving a visit from you soon.

Merry Christmas!

Love,

Mallory

I HATE SO MANY THINGS!

as you can tell i am a bit frustrated right now.

and it is because there are so many things that i hate!

I hate it when:

1. I lift up a soda can for a sip and its EMPTY!

2. I walk into the office and someone else is on the computer!

3. When my phone doesnt work!

4. When my iPod dies!

5. When people dont text me back!

-and we were talking about something really important.

6. I cant comment on posts! (LOGAN!!!)

7. I have a bad hair day.

8. People yell at me when its not my fault!

9. I have to sit in the back seat in our dumb car!

10. When I have to wait for exciting stuff to happen!

-Idaho

-Christmas

11. I dont get how to do something.

12. People assume stuff thats a LIE!

13. Commercials!

13. Music artist like Daughtry, why do you sing when you have a sore throat?

and that concludes my list of hatred. As you can tell I am not in the best mood right now, why you may ask? i dont know. im just mad. (another thing i hate: being mad but you dont know why...)

Well, lets think positively.

I BOUGHT A TEAM JACOB BACKPACK TODAY!!

Also,

I may get my hair dyed!!

Im thinking of going dark auburn...what do you think?

Im just glad im getting rid of these nasty roots.

I also obsessed with songs that are easy to dance to.

examples:

Right Here, Right Now

The Rockafeller Skank

Let It Rock

Good Girls Go Bad

I dont know really know why, cuz its not like im so crazy dancer...right? :)

Something i am glad about is

TOMORROWS STAKE CONFERENCE!

...wait, why is that exciting? ;)

So something else i am so excited about is:

WINTER CLOTHES!!

so far this is what i've got planned for my winter outfit

Black Vest

Jersey Scarf

Skinny Jeans

Gray Boots

Beige Hat

Please Comment! :)