Oh man. So much on my mind.

Okay, lets start this post off right.

CHANNING TATUM!!!

This man is my new obsession.

Why?

If you just asked that, you are a fool.

NEW MOON WAS AMAZING!!

AH!!! i loved it sooooo much! especially when he was like "maybe you should go to the hospital, I'll put you in the hospital!" BAHAHA!!! i died. :)

Okay, so my life is filled with stress, excitement, anger, chaos, smiles, friendship, anxiety, variety, laughter, and change. Its absoluetly flawless.

AH!!! I might get kicked out of student council!!

effing grades...

aw well, hopefully i get it up right? cuz that would suck if i got kicked out! ;)

CHRISTMAS IS COMING UP SO SOON!!! I can't wait to buy presents for my friends and family!!! :) I love the holidays...

Idaho was great, thanks for asking. :)

But really, I had a blast. AND IT SNOWED!!! a lot...

Here's a pic of snow incase you didnt know what it looked like.

Check out the left of my page. There is an ipod touch. You like?

me too...

letters to crushes

it is so cute! go to it! here are some of my faves

T,

There are so many moments I could write about. You have a tendency to be amazingly cute around me. One moment stands out though. We’re sitting in class as usual. You mention you’re getting your hair cut after school. You add that you get it cut every two weeks. I have no response, but you look up and your face turns red as you add, “I don’t know why I just told you that.” Something tells me that you like me, and I know that I like you.

— D

R,

I am beginning to see your name everywhere I go. On the train, in the car, at school, even on street signs. Do you think I’m crazy? I think it’s just a sign that we should be together.

— C

s,

when you call, i can’t
string
sentences…
my mouth…
no ability
…awkward

sorry

— a

N,

Craps lame, and so are you. But in a ridiculously cool way.

— anonymous

dear boy,

you are so wonderful and amazing. i wish you would stop chasing after someone who doesn’t appreciate all that you are! I AM STANDING HERE WAITING FOR YOU. OPEN YOUR EYES.

— you know who this is, think about it.

best friend,

you are so much better than all that. i wish you could see it because watching you hate on yourself makes me sad inside.

really sad.

move past it. preferably with me.

— best friend

letters from the crushed

Here are some more of my faves.

D,

i give up. okay? you win. i don’t want to compete. i never wanted to compete about who’s happier or who’s better off. i give up on trying to be nice and trying to be friends. i don’t want to be nice. it’s hard being nice. i don’t want to be friends if it’s going to be this hard. it’s hard watching you self-destruct. it makes me feel like the person i liked died somewhere in between. i don’t want to be a part of your life anymore. maybe then you would stop your crap and see what you’re doing to yourself.

you win.

— V

boii,

i used to have a countdown of when u would c me, and now i have a countdown of when ill move away and not c u with ur girlfriend

— ur best friend

Hi there,

This is probably not the place for this, because I’m writing this to tell you that I’m finally over you. So you don’t have to be afraid anymore and we can be best friends again. Right? I’m sorry I went batcrap crazy when you turned me down.

I also need your help with math again because without you I’m failing miserably.

Always,
Your crazy best friend

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